being nocturnal

                hi all the docters put me on some meds and yep its belladonna.. who would have thought huh? well they are thinking i have non hodgkins lympnoma  however it spelt.. that scares me to a frenzy and I feel alone, and I am fighting this.. left and right.. even w/the thoughts.. but at least  It could be not.. that.. might be.. not a serious nothing.. who knows I have to wait and see but the medicene they have prescribed me has made me nocturnal honestly, the sun hurts my eyes, they stay dialated while taking the meds. so i stay in the house or wear my sunglasses if I go anywhere .So I have become a nocturnal LOL sorta to speak of .. I stay tired alot the meds make me sleepy and I relax and it kills the pain as well , well actually it seems to kill the pain in ways..?  I thought I would share  my rose Pictures with everyone I love my rose's LOL and I make lots of pictures of them but this year.. we havent had the blooms.. I think its the bee thing , where the bee's arent as much as they had been in years past.. We are thinking of buying some ?

WEll Bright blessings all and have a safe weekend

in love and light

Sister Sage