Are we all waiting for it LOL I am waiting for it my husband has gone to extremes for me LOL gone  along ways to get in line to get me that book LOL I guess the old man does love me after all I am glad its all working out well Its been hard I am waiting a Test on My blood to make sure I dont have some kind of cancer and all that junk He said that he will get that  for me to keep my mind off things LOL soo well I told him I am just fine I don't have nothing to worry about the doc is all over it.. and Is getting everything done that needs to be done and all soo all will be fine and all that I did have terrible hives this week that was terrible LOL but ITs all ok and all will be fine i know this..

 

As I Looked into my rear veiw I seen a Marvelous site.. yesterday evening I looked back and seen the red sun as it set and the blue turqois sky.. In Carolina, Its a kinda carolina blue.. hue and I seen our old blue mountains as they called hauntingly to me.. I love those mts Thats my home I am so happy to be alive and here.. in this world.. for now.. I got love, my spirituallity I am comfortable with I heard the sound of the Druids calling me on the wind last night as I set and listened  I heard them hum..... and whorship on the wind.. I felt healed Honestly.. thank you Tony..  Misha , and my new friends.. each one you all know  You have helped me.. even my newest one.. thank you sir.. Thank my God/and MY GODDESS           may they bless you all as well

Bright blessings.. I am off to go play with my kids now.. LOL YEP>> play

Sister Sage

                                     being nocturnal

                hi all the docters put me on some meds and yep its belladonna.. who would have thought huh? well they are thinking i have non hodgkins lympnoma  however it spelt.. that scares me to a frenzy and I feel alone, and I am fighting this.. left and right.. even w/the thoughts.. but at least  It could be not.. that.. might be.. not a serious nothing.. who knows I have to wait and see but the medicene they have prescribed me has made me nocturnal honestly, the sun hurts my eyes, they stay dialated while taking the meds. so i stay in the house or wear my sunglasses if I go anywhere .So I have become a nocturnal LOL sorta to speak of .. I stay tired alot the meds make me sleepy and I relax and it kills the pain as well , well actually it seems to kill the pain in ways..?  I thought I would share  my rose Pictures with everyone I love my rose's LOL and I make lots of pictures of them but this year.. we havent had the blooms.. I think its the bee thing , where the bee's arent as much as they had been in years past.. We are thinking of buying some ?

WEll Bright blessings all and have a safe weekend

in love and light

Sister Sage

I be honest the last few days have been hard to even.. get out of bed.. I catch my husband checking out personal ads that close to this area.. Misha how close to right you where girl.. I knew.. I knew.. something was a miss.. but.. I am stil here I just dont know what to do now.. I am in limbo we talked and all and he aint allowed the computer no more.. he said so.. so maybe he wants to be a good boy.. just cant.. help himself.. men..

                             but i did make me a new pic of me LOL so do you like me ? or my five of pents? I am working on myown self a tarot deck of personal.. sorta ? odd huh ? its been slightly modified but its mine and its me.. they are mine.. LOL even to the candle lights the bottom.. LOL well talk to you all later when my heart quiets hurting so much Bright blessings all

todays was like no other I went for a job.. none to be found a long long.. way to the ground     I can't find what i need  but I will once again be free to have what I want and need.. LOL its  a day.. like no other I am lonely as ever  I am sad sometimes and its just me I wish I could fix all that is wrong but I can't fix my life , but I might can help it if I could have a chance too. My life isn't free I am not free. I am in here. 

Blessed be all I Hope you had a better monday then I .